I roll to the left, I roll to the right.
Fuck I can’t sleep.
I check my phone, open social media.
Swipe left, right, up, and down.
Set it down.
I try to close my eyes but my brain is full of thoughts.
Thoughts about my future.
Thoughts about what my day is going to be like the next day.
Random thoughts of why pineapple juice is good for the body in many different areas.
I wish I had an off button in my brain.
Defiantly a hot one.
I love being on vacation not only because i get to sleep in but I get to spend time with my family. The stress is still there either it being concerned with bills or the summer class I’m taking but you never know how much time you have with family so it’s important to cherish every moment with them.
I have been thinking...how crazy and amazing would it be to have a detox off my phone. I’ve talked about it before how our fingertips have replaced the use of our voice. I mean that by if you ever notice when you’re out somewhere most people are on their phones and avoid talking to each other and that is just plain sad. I get it that is what the world has come to but it should not have to be like that. I haven’t turned on a television in months because I don’t watch tv anymore and to me that’s insane because I would always watch tv. I remember waking up to my Nintendo DS and play a Mario game and the adrenaline was so cool. I don’t even know where my Nintendo is. I was obsessed with Just Dance on the Wii. I use to have friends over just to compete with them. I see kids now on their tablets it makes me sad because I lived a good childhood playing outside and just using my imagination. I would play teacher with my stuff animals and used my mom as one of my students. I loved rollerblading and riding my bike. Being a child is much more fun than being an adult.
I told you my brain was full of thoughts. My hand is falling asleep, so I guess I have to say goodbye for now.